no matter how bad i'm feeling i need to remind myself to be thankful. i've been sick for over 24hrs with sever vomiting and dehydration and just came back from the er feeling better after 2L of IV fluids and a shot of zofran. but the thing is that sometimes i forget to be thankful that i can have a child. so many people try so hard to conceive but it's hard to be thankful when i live in the bathroom with my new roommate the toilet. i'm uncomfortable and sick all the time but everyone tells me that it's a small sacrifice and that i will forget it all once the baby is here safe and sound. but i don't feel that way -yet. i want to be able to enjoy my pregnancy without being sick all time or hating my life because i'm pregnant. i need to go to bed soon but with kris getting up in 45mins there's no point. i'll wait til he leaves before i go to bed or there's no chance in hell i'm falling back asleep when the alarm wakes me up.