i've been talking about sex non stop to just about anyone who talks to me. i feel like such a perv sometimes but it's the closest thing i can get til after the baby's born. i'm still crossing my fingers kris will come home advon and that the baby will come early. i've been nesting like crazy and started on nicholas' laundry a couple days ago and i'm still working on it. so many things to wash! and then rearranging it all. i hope that after he's born, i'll have the energy to do his laundry and put it away the way i have it now. i also hope that i won't have to change him like a million times a day or we'll never have enough clothes. the 31st meu page said they got replenished today so hopefully there's mail for them since i sent kris a package a month ago and 2 about 2 wks or so ago. i'm tired but a total insomniac. i'm trying to sleep -_____-