our communication has been cut in half but i'm still glad i get to talk to kris everyday. i'm also trying not to sleep so much during the day cause when i'm awake i feel as if my eyes are half closed and they're so heavy. too much sleep isn't good :/.. then i'm feeling so yucky today and idk if it's the weather but i'm just not having it. i'm all itchy with hives and i hate being itchy.. ugh!! gonna try to make an appt to see my dr tomorrow if i can to get something to make it go away. then there's new sensation in my belly and i think it happens when nicholas moves but it's like someone has their fist up against the inside of my belly and is just twisting and pushing their fist into me.. it's so weird and it's pretty uncomfortable but not painful. i'm having one of those days when all i want to do is cry and cry and cry. i wish kris was here to cuddle me and let me cry it all out then put me to bed :( i miss my bebe!! everything changes everyday but i'm praying that he'll be able to come home early. it'll absolutely crush him if he can't... aiyah.