so my dr's appointment went fairly well. i have to say i left a bit disappointed knowing that the baby's head has dropped so much that my dr doesn't have a problem touching his head anymore during an internal exam but i'm not dilated or effaced at all. and she pretty much said i could be a wk late looking based off of my cervix but she would rather not induce me and let it happen naturally. i am worried that he'll be too big after 40 wks and i'll have an episiotomy which i really don't want so since the weather is clearing up, i want to go for a nice walk everyday and try to move things along. not to mention i really miss kris and i'm not sure if another 1-2wks apart would make it easier. another thing that's really been riding on me is that we won't have a last date together as a couple before parenthood and i'm gonna really miss the alone time we enjoy so much together. so i have a plan all set up in case the baby decides to wait to get induced and brought into the world with drugs. but here i am at 38 wks...