i know that it's completely ridiculous for me to miss him this much. it's only been a wk since the last time i saw him a day since i last heard his voice. but i secretly wish my email with pop with an email from him or something. dumb but whatevers. i really really really miss him. i'm still functioning and getting my things done. but he's my hubby after all. a bit of missing is cool right? i didn't think i was capable of missing someone this much. but on days like this i wish my due date was tonight so i can have little nicholas with me and within wks kris'll be home. now wouldn't that be lovely? wake up and bam! deployment KO'd