i guess i made up for the lack of sleep by taking a 3 hour nap in the afternoon. poor kris wanted to sleep so bad but couldn't and now i'm tossing and turning. i took an hour walk earlier with kris around the neighborhood and had a sauna like shower together and it felt so good. i need to really start moving and get healthy to help with my stubborn bowels (TMI i know....) and to help me sleep better. when i'm gassy now idk if i need to burp or throw up. the sensation feels about the same up until the heaving/burp part. aiyah what am i gonna do?! my mom offered to come out but i'm really not up to seeing anyone or wanting to make conversation on someone else's term. so maybe i'll turn her down and tell her i'll see her plenty much when i move home in a couple months.