i've taken myself off of all meds. almost all. i take a couple tylenols during the day when i have raging headaches and a couple of PM's at night if i can't sleep by 10pm. it's pretty incredible but i've only had the urge to dry heave once this afternoon. i kinda figured being pumped up with all these meds can't be good for me so i just dropped it all. i still need to get out and exercise more cause my arms and legs are so weak and i can barely walk from the bedroom to the living room without getting dizzy. it's so pathetic. i'm so grateful i have such a wonderful husband who takes care of everything i need. now i'm just dreading him leaving to pendleton for even a few days. one a upside, he loaded up the fridge today with ready to cook meals and popcorn chicken so i can eat a bit here and there. i had some popcorn chicken, and sun chips today. definitely the most i've eaten in quite a while. i've lost about 5lbs already so we'll see what the dr has to say on monday. i'm really nervous about it cause this pregnancy is so close to the miscarriage that my dr thinks my cervix might still be open and they'll have to suture me up if that's the case. i really hope my front door is shut and that all is well. and btw, to that crazy man that says jesus doesn't answers prayers - he did. and i'm glad.
kris bought some campbell's soups and they tasted so yucky. maybe cause it's the healthy choice ones haha.. but they tasted pretty garbage to me so i might just stick to the cup o' noodles for some quick food.
i know it's not TMI tuesday but my sex drive and libido is 100% shot at this point. i don't even want to be spooned or touched. idk what it is but i think kris thinks i hate him or don't love him anymore. so not that case but i really am not in the mood whatsoever. i think about sex. ALOT. too much at that but i can not get in the mood no matter what is it he's doing. it's pretty nuts right now in the bedroom. so now it's not even 10 yet and he's dead asleep and i'm blogging away.
Saturday, October 16, 2010
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